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My tribute to my father.Got this beautiful tattoo yesterday by Dino Nemec, of I Heart Tattoo in Columbus Ohio and I am so damn proud of it! He did such a great job and I think my dad would love it too.My tribute to my father. by DearPoetry
Dino's instagram can be found here: http://instagram.com/dinonemec
Jack and JillWant to play a game?no-longer-confused
Would you like to play a game with me?
Take off your coat and take the the reins,
And when I sob take what remains.
What once was sweet turned so bitter,
What once was bitter turned so drunk.
So goes what we forget and who would have thought,
That life can continue when the soul is gone.
Oh Baby, you know this is oh, so wrong!
Jack and Jill when up the hill
To fetch a bucket of water.
Jack killed Jill and tore her gown
And the hills were filled with laughter,
A sadistic laugh that no one noticed
And it took years to notice that Jill was gone.
I was lost
I was hidden and hindered,
Forgotten to be remembered,
Broken and bruised,
Lost and confused
Naked and alone, wandering the streets.
Just another one of society's casualties.
So forgive the theatrics
And forgive my dismay,
But my soul was left for dead
And my life did decay!
So play a game,
Just one or more...
Am I really the one
That you want to adore?
I'm Learning To Trust YouI know what you're doingWillow-Snow
(for some things anyway, not all perhaps)
don't know if that matters at all
but I know
So when I hear you say
"I hear deep throating feels really good… for both people”
I know what's coming (pardon the irony)
even though I don't know when
don’t know if it’ll be next month, next week, or next year, just know that you’ll know when it’s time
and you’ll do it
And here's the thing
now that I'm beginning to trust you?
really trust you
and now that I'm learning to understand
that you have so much physical control of yourself in these moments that you will never intentionally hurt hurt me (which is not the same as the hurting I ask for, beg for and crave)
like's been done before?
I'm letting go
giving you control of where things go
when we're U/us
and you're You
So I know what you're doing
with a few things (I know)
and I'm not
I Never Wanted To Be OrdinaryI never wanted to be ordinaryWillow-Snow
but I somehow learned, and believed
that I was
and the truth is
I would have gone
maybe the rest of my life
not knowing I wasn't
not having heard
not being told
and Y/you lovely people who share this world with me will understand when I whisper to you
behind closed doors
under the covers
would have guessed
that a Top
would show me
(that I’m still struggling to
…that I am not
because if He sees it?
I can’t question it.
because He knows me and He
He won’t let me miss.
What's In A Name?What's in a name?Willow-Snow
And I think I have to start calling him by his.
I call him "Babe". "Hon." "Love."
Nothing wrong with these names
I mean them
I like them
but they're names I've used with others
names I use
In a way.
So they give me a layer of safety
a layer of anonymity
and I'm realizing that it makes me feel like I'm keeping him slightly at bay
just like I keep everyone else
slightly at bay
these names are safe
and I think I have to get over that fear of letting someone close
and I think I have to get over that fear of letting him in
I think I have to start calling him
I don't even like writing it
And I don't just mean as a friend or lover
(but I do need to look at that just as much)
but I mean as a Top, a Dom
in that role
what I'm calling him
Because calling him Sir
is still somewhat distant
is a term that to me
means I'm obey
I'm a fetishist (Dominant/sadist) with a desire to be a fetish photographer. If I can't do it, I want to at least look at it. And I always want to learn new things. I'm also always happy to answer any (polite) questions. I'm a firm believer in the maxim that the only stupid question is one left unasked.|
Current Residence: Ever hear of Bufu Nowhere? It's in the South Eastern US.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Do they have a size called "circus tent?"
Print preference: Etched on gold bars, thank you.
Favourite genre of music: Anything old, a few things new.
Favourite photographer: Igor Amelkiovitch, Emil Schilt, Eric Bonzi, Axel Buckert, Bjoern Oldsen, Kirinawa Lochi... too many
Favourite style of art: My art; the art of Dominance. Photography too.
Operating System: Gray Matter v. 1.0
Shell of choice: Hermit Crab
Wallpaper of choice: Wonka Schnozberry flavored
Skin of choice: Epidermis
Favourite cartoon character: Marvin the Martian
Personal Quote: Evolution has no aesthetic; proof, stupid people breed like rabbits.
|If anyone contributing to this pool can tell me what famous graphic novel this number plays an important role, I will give them half the points when I reach the goal. Be generous though, the prize goes to the *highest* point contributor that also notes me with the correct answer.|